The Ant Hill

 

East Table Campground, somewhere along the Snake River, WY

Have you ever seen an ant hill?  Not just a dedicated line of ants heading in one direction but a hill where there are multiple lines coming and going?  If you gazed down at Jackson Hole from above you would think you were looking at an ant hill:  It was positively teeming with people.  From all directions—out of Yellowstone, into Yellowstone, from the west (like me) and the south (like I was about to be.) 

And the energy was frenetic.  In town, everyone was masked and waiting in a line for something; coffee, dinner, shopping, or they were festering along the sidewalks like the Manhattan of old.  Sadly, this frantic energy flowed all the way out to the campground.

So, sitting in the check-in line the morning following my night in the parking lot, I looked around and thought, “This is not me.  These gorgeous mountains will be here when all these people are gone and I will return.”  I exited the line, waved to the nice gentleman who helped me last night, packed up Beagle and hit the road for places unknown.  (Two fellow campers both related that in over ten years of going there in October, this was the first time there was ever a line to get in.)

South, that’s all I knew.  I certainly wasn’t going to fight the throngs up around Yellowstone, Grand Teton was bad enough.   Using Campendium, I noted a few campgrounds along the Hoback River toward Bonderant and headed that way.

On the drive I realized that I had been on the road for only a week (it feels like a deliciously long time) but had already broken the No Expectations Rule:  I had a ton of expectations around Jackson:  I couldn’t wait to put on some none-hiking clothes and go shopping, eat a fine meal prepared by someone else and enjoy a cocktail.  All kinds of expectations. Sheesh.

I drove all the way to Bonderant, a beautiful drive along the Hoback River, noting that the campgrounds had been closed—and really closed, gates were across the road.  (Sometimes the National Forests “close” the campgrounds but leave the gates open so if you are self-contained you can still park.)  Closer to Bonderant I saw a number of dispersed sites along the river and, while enjoying lunch at the local café/gas station, tried to gauge my level of courage—was I brave enough to camp alone with no cell service in the middle of Wyoming?  During hunting season?  By the way, at the café, without any expectation of anything being edible, I found delicious coffee, a mouth-watering hamburger on a Brioche bun, and homemade kettle chips all served by a delightful lady who made me feel like I had just sat down in her kitchen.

During lunch I had one bar of cell service and in popped an email from a fellow Basecamper who reminded me to “stay adventurous”.  That made two votes for adventure so courage won out; I returned to one of the dispersed sites along the river (pictured above.)

It was a long, delightful afternoon in the sun.  I painted, read, walked and just enjoyed the babbling of the water over the rocks, the warmth of the sunshine, the smell of hot dirt, the comfort of the mountains surrounding me, and the ever-present taste of freedom.  Another lesson learned:  I chose to honor who I am by leaving that long check-in line and choose adventure.  I was glad I did.

Unfortunately this morning (Saturday) Beagle’s power jack refused to retract (it would still extend) which meant that I could not lift Beagle from her footing (for those non-trailering readers, this is a requirement to be able to drive away.) My first thought was to disconnect Wurzig and drive to a working cell location and call for help, but I could not get the ball to release from the hitch--I had extended the hitch too far up with the ball locked in place.     

So I sat with my immovable Beagle and her prisoner, Wurzig.  It was, literally, freezing out but Beagle was nice and warm and I was thankful that it wasn’t raining (or snowing!)  I knew there had to be another answer to this puzzle; I wasn’t about to go hitchhiking on the two-lane highway with two dogs.

Eventually I remembered that, during my buyer's walk-through for Beagle, the mechanic said something about some way to use some tool to manually raise and lower the jack.  (In typical Kit fashion, I don’t pay a lot of attention to the “just in case” stuff; I have roadside assistance “just in case”, yet another lesson learned.) 

So I dug out my owner’s manual, found the paper regarding the power jack and sure enough, in three short sentences I learned how to raise and lower the jack manually.  As a benefit, I didn’t need a special tool, the same one that raises and lowers the stabilizers also fits the jack.  (Just when I was wondering how I was going to keep my arms in shape during this trip!)  It was a bit difficult but I persevered.  What else was there to do? 

Thankfully I only had to lower it, I’ll let you know how it goes when I have to raise it—with any luck (and we all know I have that), the power jack will still work to raise Beagle so all I’ll ever have to do is lower it.  This is not a “must fix to keep going” kind of thing.  I can use my muscles.  Hopefully.

Tonight I didn’t have to raise or lower Beagle, she is almost completely level while still being connected to Wurzig.  I am camped next to the Snake River at the East Table campground, one of those aforementioned campgrounds that is technically “closed” but still allowing people to stay.  A bonus picture—the view out of Beagle’s front door to the Snake River.

Sometimes our government makes decisions that actually are for the greater good.

-K

Life Has My Back...And Sometimes My Front

 

Gros Ventre Campground, Grand Teton National Park, WY

I am currently sitting in the amphitheater parking lot of the Gros Ventre Campground in Grand Teton National Park.  It is a delightful 65 degrees outside so despite the parking lot atmosphere, I am enjoying an evening outside.  Why the parking lot?  Turns out there are about ten million people in Jackson, Wyoming right now.  Really, doesn’t anyone have to work anymore? 

All the campgrounds and RV parks are full—or claim to be, remind me to get back to that.  But first this:

Yesterday, I stopped for the night at the Massacre Rock State Park near Pocatello, Idaho.  A nice campground along the Snake River (pictured above) but good only for a quick stop; the traffic from the interstate is a constant buzz in the background. 

Beagle needed her tanks emptied so I pulled into the dump site on my way to my pitch.  It was about eighty degrees outside and I was dressed in my khakis and a long-sleeved t-shirt.  Now, my fellow campers know that cleaning out the tanks is never a pleasant task; it doesn’t get any better when you are hot and tired.  So, as I was laying out my hoses, wipes and gloves, I decided to strip down to my tank top while I did the deed.

Being hot and tired, I wrenched my t-shirt off, noticed that it caught slightly on my ear, and tossed it into Beagle.

This was one of those dump sites that (thankfully) have a hose for rinse water but the hose hangs about fifteen feet in the air on some kind of spring so that you have to pull it down and keep downward pressure on it while you run the water.  As I am doing this, I note the sign indicating it is not potable water (not unusual) and that, when I pull down on the hose, it leaks from that fifteen-foot peak.  

Yep, right down on my head.  

That’s when I glanced down at my chest to see how wet I was getting and realized that, due to it being my birthday, I had put on a sexy black-lace tank rather than my usual opaque cotton.

OMG.

Thank god there was no one behind me in line.

Later that evening, preparing for my shower, I noticed that I was missing one of my earrings and surmised that it must have come off when my t-shirt caught on my ear.  It was too dark to search for it at that point so this morning I walked the dogs back over to the dump station.  We searched but did not find it.  I was saddened as they are a favorite pair.

Back at Beagle I was doing a quick vacuum (yes, don’t laugh, you try camping with Opus) but decided not to vacuum my door mat as I had about five more trips in and out before we hit the road.  As I bent down to pick it up and shake it out, guess what I found?  Yep!  My earring.

See how lucky I am?

And my luck carried forward today; I pulled into Jackson with the other five million people and tried to get a spot at the RV park in town.  I wanted to have someone make me a cocktail, do some shopping and enjoy a small town for a bit so figured I could deal with an RV park for a few nights. 

Turns out they could not deal with me.  Despite the fact that they clearly had openings, the check in lady refused to give me one of them.  The park was filled with Class A’s and, I think, she didn’t think Beagle worthy.  At one point she said, “The one place I would stick you [I kid you not] is already taken, and it would just be a waste to park you in one of the large spots.”  A waste of what I had to wonder?  A waste of their perfect line of Class A’s?

(All of this was reminiscent of my time at the Tubac RV Park in Arizona two years ago…remember that?  After a day of doing laundry in my bikini top and shorts [come on, it was over 100 degrees!] the lady in the office asked me, as politely as she could manage, “You are leaving tomorrow, right?”)

Like the Tubac lady, this lady clearly did not enjoy me, the Beagle or the Noses so we headed here, the recommendation from my neighbors back in Lee Vining.  The “Campground is Full” sign was on full display as I pulled in so I just rolled down my passenger window and said, “I see you are full, I’ll just head up the road.”

The nice gentleman replied, “If you are heading up to the dispersed sites, you will find the road closed just ahead, they are sending cars back down.”

Of course that is where I was headed; I am not sure if it was my look of disappointment or the fact that River and Opus had their heads out the window getting a good rub from him, but he suggested I park here, in the amphitheater, and that he would find me a spot in the morning.  Then he wished me “a pleasant evening young lady.” 

He clearly enjoyed all of us.

It’s not bad here in the lot:  There are other campers, although few parked like I am (Mr. Nice Guy told me the secret of the second entrance so that Beagle’s windows and front door would look across the valley to the Tetons); my neighbors behind me have three young boys and they adore River and Opus so it has been a banner day for the Noses.

To top it off, I quickly found my Lee Vining neighbors, camped in a real site about two hundred yards away.  It was nice to meet up with them again and share my discovery of the Ruby Lake Wilderness.

A few nights here with (hopefully) lots of hiking then I am treating myself, not to the Four Seasons (too expensive and not worth it with the Noses), but to a cabin down in Alpine for a few nights.  Just in time for Sunday and Monday Night Football. 

You didn’t really think I was giving it all up, did you?  

I might even do some yoga.

I'll definitely do some laundry.

-K

PS:  As I am sitting inside Beagle doing my edits, the sun is setting in front of Beagle’s windows and behind the Tetons; the campground's deciduous trees are aflame with color and I couldn’t be happier.  Or perhaps more drunk...seems I feel the need to open some Sancerre whenever I am camped in a parking lot.

To People or Not to People

 

Thomas Canyon Campground, Lamoille, NV

One of my goals this year is to become more generous with my spirit; to be more open with my fellow human beings; surely there are some interesting people out there, right?  And, surprise!  I don’t know everything.  Maybe someone can teach me something at some point. 

Maybe.  Perhaps.  We’ll see.

(You see I have a way to go on this.)

I am making an effort and so far it is 50/50.

I last left you at the Bob Scott Campground near Austin, Nevada, having (but not reported) a serious attack of loneliness.  This surprised me as I had spent way more than my usual Human Interaction Allotment Time that day.

Before leaving Lee Vining, I had a nice long conversation with my neighbors who turned out to be from a town on the central coast, were spending a month traveling out to the Grand Tetons and, you may remember, were traveling in an Airstream.  They gave me some insider information about where to camp out there, which I will surely use.  But, when I noted that there was a Four Seasons in Jackson Hole and that I might need a few days with long, hot showers, the lady replied, “Oh, if you need a long shower, they offer them free at the Yellowstone Visitor Center.” 

Clearly two nights next to me is not long enough to understand Kitness.

But they were nice and I hope to run into them again.  

Continuing my interaction on the drive, I had a great telephone conversation with my sister-in-law and then, of course, the hours spent with Mr. Motorcyclist as we patiently awaited the return of our freedom.

So I was surprised by the loneliness and thought, maybe you feel more lonely when you have spent time with others versus just always being alone.  Using my “you don’t feel happy unless you sometimes feel sad” theory, I asked Google, “What is the antonym for lonely?”  Google replied, “The antonym for lonely is social.”  So there you have it.

In any event, the next morning I decided to take Opus on a long hike back into the hills behind the campground.  As we were hiking, first over small hills and then steadily climbing to where we were joined by some kind of short, fat pine trees, I began to feel like my peeps were around.  The trees, the grasses, the dirt, the birds, and Opus of course; soon my loneliness dissipated.  We reached a plateau where you could see for miles all around and I stood, took some deep breaths and acknowledged how grateful I was to be a part of something so magnificent.

Originally I had thought of staying two nights but it wasn’t thrilling me; typical dirt road/dirt pitch Forest Service Campground so we packed up and hit the road.   Since we were getting a late start, it was fortunate that my next stop was only about two-hundred miles.  Truly a never-have-been-to stop:  The Ruby Lake Wilderness outside of Lamoille, Nevada.

And here I sit.  This place is magical.  There is no cell service of any variety which usually makes me keep moving down the road (for safety reasons), but the minute I pulled into Thomas Canyon Campground  I knew I was staying as long as possible. 

Some campgrounds feel spooky and some feel just right; this one felt like heaven.  It is nestled in a valley completely surrounded by sharp, rocky mountains and a small stream winds its way through the pitches.  I found a sunny spot for Beagle (the weather was dropping below freezing at night and I knew I needed my solar panels to recharge my battery each day) and parked so her front windows looked up one of the valleys to the snow-patched peak in the distance. 

Who knew this place existed?  It reminds me of the Italian Alps with the sharp-edged mountains and valleys filled with coniferous trees.  I could not wait to get on the trail.

So this morning, after walking River, Opus and I headed up the valley we had been staring at from inside Beagle.  It was a grueling uphill for at least thirty minutes and I was noticing how out of backpacking shape I am.   I came across a couple on their way down and remarked how challenging the climb was.  They agreed and said they didn’t go much further; I replied that I was just hoping to make it to a sunny spot for my morning coffee.  Which the gentleman took, apparently, as an invitation to lecture me. 

He went on and on and On and On about the position of the sun, the peaks casting shadows, and the time of year, all in a tone that indicated I might just be an idiot.   As I watched him, I silently chanted, “generous with my spirit, generous with my spirit.”  He finished with, “I doubt you will have sun for at least an hour.”

Ten minutes later, sitting in the sun enjoying my coffee, I acknowledged that some people are still going to be challenging.

Opus and I persevered (I am also working on patience and perseverance) and I was sure glad we did!  The climbing trail opened to a vast meadow with the mountain peaks coming together in the center and a small waterfall off to the right.  I could have sat there for hours but I knew we had to get back down to River.  So after a brief pause, I offered a quick thank you to whoever gave me this Earthly assignment and provided me with this delightful vessel filled with courage.

-K

PS:  More photos can be found here.

Ode to Ghost Rider

 Bob Scott Campground, Nevada

Two months ago a friend suggested I read Neil Peart’s memoir Ghost Rider.  I started it two weeks ago and have found it to be equal parts solace and inspiration.  After Neil’s daughter and wife died (separately) within ten months of each other he was close to suicidal.  He took off on his BMW motorcycle and chronicled his grief and growth in this well-written book of adventure.  I highly recommend it to anyone but particularly to people who have lost a spouse.

Neil's love of being on the road matches mine and his stories made me want to leave as soon as possible.  There is no measurement for grief, but losing a spouse is not something people understand until they, sadly, come to know.  There is great solace for me in reading his words; I do not feel so alone.  In addition, he and I have traveled on many of the same roads, including my route today which, on the Nevada road map, is labeled “The Loneliest Road in America”.  I kid you not.

As is usual for both Neil and myself, I was anxious to get on the road this morning.  But I made myself take time for a walk with the Noses over to the Mono Lake Visitor Center (closed for winter) where we took a few minutes to sit on a bench and enjoy the view. 

Sitting there, I was filled with gratitude for living on this planet and enjoyed noticing how the pixels aligned themselves into tall, distant mountains, then closer, rolling hills, then the water, then the islands and the birds.  I felt a pang when I realized I would love to share that moment with someone; someone I trust who is different from me.  Their perception of the morning might bring about even more appreciation.  That, to me, is one of the greatest parts of sharing your life with someone—it makes the world twice as big and twice as beautiful.

I found myself talking to Alan which is a rare thing indeed; I have often yelled at him over the past few years but rarely do I speak to him.  This morning I said, “I hope you are somewhere as magnificent as this planet, sitting with Rosco and enjoying your place.”  Just like Neil would, I let myself cry which felt good. 

And then I realized that I had thought of Alan as not being on Earth. 

For the first time.

Ever. 

In over three years.   

And so I borrowed a phrase from Neil who simply said, when he walked back into his house after months on the road and saw pictures of his wife and daughter, “I know.”

After saying goodbye to my camp neighbors, I set off down an unfamiliar highway.  It was early and there were very few cars.  Just a long, straight road leading from California into Nevada.  Honestly, I was a bit scared so I tried to focus on the lovely scenery.   (Back at home I wrote on my white board, “Remember Kit, if you aren’t a little scared you aren’t getting anywhere.”)

About an hour into the drive, I saw a sign, “Accident Ahead” and thought, wow, it must be some accident for someone to put up that sign.  Then, in about half a mile I came to a complete stop.  There was a line of cars ahead of me and, as we sat there, the line grew longer and longer behind me. 

I ventured out of the car and the motorcyclist in front of me struck up a conversation.  I immediately thought of Neil Peart—here was the Ghost Rider right in front of me.  We sat for over an hour before the cars began to come toward us in the other lane.  We would move about a quarter mile up and then have to stop again; clearly they were alternating the east and west bound traffic through one lane.  Our final stop was just as Mr. Motorcycle reached the accident.

It was a horrendous site; a semi and a motorcycle.  The semi’s front fender was bent under, the truck on its side, the motorcycle in a million pieces, the body of which had clearly lit on fire.  There were no survivors present, the cyclist’s helmet sat, oddly shining and seemingly unscathed, amongst the rubble.

I briefly closed my eyes and wished his soul a quick departure for places unknown and sent a wave of compassion toward the people who loved him but must remain.

Then I wished Mr. Motorcyclist a safe journey.

-K

The Road Less Linear

 

    

My more astute readers will recognize the fact that I missed the biggest expectation of them all:  That I would wake up in the morning.  But wake up I did, to a gorgeous day in Morro Bay, the kind for which I have been waiting all summer.   A perfect day to drive away; I had spent two days preparing for departure and happily set off knowing I had put myself in the best possible place for success:  All Beagle’s and Wurzig’s systems were working, I had an order of Luciano’s Duck a L’Orange in the fridge and, because I knew my first stop would include an electrical hook up enabling me to use my toaster, two Pop-Tarts (among other necessary food items like Cheese-Itz and gin.)  We were on the road by 7:30.

Holy shit! Well, this will teach me for not starting a post by setting the scene:  I had just finished that paragraph when River began barking, I looked up to see a Coyote staring us down from a mere twenty yards away.  Opus immediately launched into Killer mode and the two of them tried their best to break their tethers.   It was the biggest coyote I have ever seen.  And not mangy, he was beautiful with a shiny full coat and well-developed body; and he clearly was not afraid of the dogs.  So I jumped up, grabbed my large canteen (the only heavy thing I had near me other than my laptop) and quickly took a few menacing steps toward him (stop laughing), telling him to get away.  He gazed at me rather sardonically before turning and slowly walking back into the brush.

So where is all this taking place?  I am sitting in dappled sunshine, it is about 75 degrees, not a cloud in the sky, an occasional soft breeze, and the Noses are laying in the grass (albeit facing the way the coyote departed) at the Mono Vista RV Park, a place I have raved about before so will not do so again other than to say, I was planning on only one night (intending to get the heck out of California ASAP) but I can’t help it, I am staying for two; this stop is one of my happy places.  My pitch is at the end of a row, Beagle’s door opens to the mountains (and wildlife lol) and my neighbor is a 16’ Airstream Sport.  Just prior to sitting down under the leafy trees to write, I was washing my dishes, looking out Beagle’s wonderful front windows and marveling, “This is my life!  I can do this as long as I want.”  A perfect moment in time.

To top it off, getting here was one of the most splendid drives I have ever done, certainly since owning Beagle.  Nearly 400 miles and nine hours on the road garnering exceptional external beauty and a deepening internal peace. 

To avoid Yosemite (you currently have to reserve a spot to just drive through due to the fires) I took the Road Less Linear:   Highway 1 to 46, my local stunning drive, then over 41 to Fresno (smoke from the fires burning my eyes and stinging my throat), up the 99 (a break from the beauty just to give my senses time to adjust because beauty, like happiness, only exists if the opposite is sometimes recognized), then 59 opened up to rolling hills dotted with oak trees, hardly a soul on the road, to 108 through Sonora Pass and down to 395.  Although I enjoyed all of it, it was during my time on 108 that I felt completely at peace.  It starts with tall trees and climbs to the typical high-Sierra landscape of light-colored boulders, wide open spaces and grand vistas highlighted by the occasional gathering of trees.  No one in front of me and no one behind me, we meandered, it was heaven.

***

Most of us learned in high school that the shortest distance between two points is a straight line.  Being an efficiency expert, this knowledge served me well in business:  I could look at a process and eventually find the most efficient way of getting the result.  (Thankfully I sold the highly configurable SAP software suite which could support my creative solutions.)  But what worked great in business doesn’t work well in life.  Because, in life, if you are at Point A and focusing on getting to Point B, you have two major issues:  (1) You are creating expectations about Point B (the most basic being the assumption that you really want to be there)  and (2), you are likely to overlook all the wonderful pixels of light just to the right or left of the most efficient route.

This is not to argue against having goals.  I think goals are very important.  The difference to me is that I think goals are generalized, for example, I want to be open to feeling like I deserve Joy again in my life but the shape in which that Joy might appear is comprised of almost limitless pixels.  Only in appreciating the moment do I realize that those pixels are all inside of me and it is up to my very human senses to bring them to light.

Here’s to the Road Less Linear.

-K

The No Expectations Tour

 

 

OK, I am breaking a rule; I am posting on the Beagle blog but not actually traveling in the Beagle.  Yet.  She is parked out front, I can see her through my den window, all hitched up and ready to go first thing in the morning.

Almost two years ago I set off in Beagle to discover my new life, study the difference between free will and fate, and other lofty goals.   But after three tiring months on the road, the 2018 Tour quickly turned into a hunt for a winter home.  I knew I had found it the moment I drove into Morro Bay.  That remains true to this day; even more so as I have discovered friends and talents I never knew I possessed.  All of which I will dearly miss on this trip.

But I have a simpler goal this time:  To go wherever I want for whatever reason and to travel and arrive with no expectations.  “Without expectations, everyone is perfect.”  Sorry, cannot remember the author of that quote, but I am going to expand it to, “Without expectations everything is perfect.”

Before I start out, I want to record this feeling of joy in the unknown.  I love this moment in life when you know something is about to happen (truly know it, not just feel it, I know I will drive away tomorrow) and you have no idea what is going to happen; it is one of the greatest feelings on earth, at least to me.

And I truly have no expectations.

Somebody check the time.

-K

PS:  I was thinking today while packing up that I will make an effort to have fresh flowers in Beagle.  After dining at my dear friend’s restaurant, he gave me a rose as a parting gift.  Life always has my back.

The Yellow Splash of Caution

Well clearly I made it out; I am sitting back home now all clean and shiny and doing my best to relate this as honestly as possible.

Back to that last day in camp:  If you recall, I had parked Beagle in my reserved spot (a double spot) but the prior occupants had not left—they were out for the day; clearly intending on returning to their tent and belongings.  Which they did at 6:30PM.  By then the campground was packed; people were everywhere, doubling up in single sites, just trying to make do—no one was going to head back down that road at that hour.  And the camp host was nowhere to be found.  Totally MIA.  But the great thing about campers is that we are all usually pretty laid-back people.

And so when the occupants arrived and gave Beagle a long look, I walked over and introduced myself.  I had seen them the night before when I was scoping out my next spot and they looked like a nice couple, young, with a boy of about seven.  I mentioned that I made a reservation for the spot online and he claimed he did too (not to be suspicious, but the reserved marker indicated that they only had reserved it for two nights, not three.)  In any event, it was getting late and we acknowledged that we were both quiet and thought the arrangement was just fine.  And it was.

Sitting in Beagle after dark I was in a near panic about leaving in the morning.  I seriously thought about walking over to site #16 and asking my welcoming neighbor if I could follow him out in the morning but I knew that would likely lead him somewhere I had no intention of going.  Then I got mad at myself.  Really angry.  I mentally yelled at myself, “Kit, stop playing the victim here!  If you don’t like how you are feeling then figure out what decisions you made to get yourself here and make different ones in the future.  And for now, shut the fuck up and figure out the best plan to get out.”  

That’s like self-love, right?

And this is where I realized one of the best things Alan and I did for each other; we made each other better.  We were far from identical.  Far.  He taught me logic and I taught him emotion and in a million other ways our differences made us an excellent team.  One thing he had that I never learned was Caution.  I would say, “Oh!  That looks like fun, let’s do that!” or, “Let’s go there!” and he would answer, “OK, let’s see how we can do that or go there without either one of us dying or going broke.”  I was our inspiration and he was our caution; the combination brought about incredible journeys. 

Caution is what I lacked on this trip.  So after my talking to, I noted that next time I will be more cautious, I will Google Earth the roads before committing my precious Beagle.  But for that night, the only thing I could come up with to ease my anxiety was leaving as early as possible in the morning in hopes of not meeting anyone else on the road.

And so we left, 7:15.  About five miles into the drive, just before it became super scary, I came upon a logging truck coming up the mountain, empty this time.  Thankfully, it was on a straight portion of the road and he had lots of room to pull over which he quickly did, giving me a little honk-honk as I slipped by.  I hoped that he would radio his fellow workers that I was coming down the mountain.

I was a nervous wreck.  Sometimes things aren’t as bad as you remember, but these roads actually were worse.  There was one spot where a boulder was on my right and the drop to the valley on the left and only enough room for one vehicle to inch through, on a blind curve—I hadn’t even remembered that one.  I really wanted to take a picture but dared not stop.

When I finally (finally!!) reached the end of Hogback Road and saw Highway 245, the first thing I noticed was the bright yellow strip down the middle.  Lines!  A road with lines!  Highway 245 now looked like the Orange County Toll Road, wide and welcoming.  I was so happy!  It still wound around a lot but you could see ahead if someone was coming.  At one point I could see no one coming for awhile so I didn’t bother staying in my lane at all, I joyfully swerved along, crossing back and forth over that wonderful yellow line.  It was so pretty, it seemed to shimmer in the morning light.

Then I heard, swish, swish, swish, swish and thought, “Hmmm, that’s odd, it sounds like I am going through puddles but there is not a cloud in the sky.”  I glanced in my rear-view mirror and saw all that shimmering bright yellow paint splashing up the side of Beagle.

Yep.

Really, it was too much.  I had to laugh.  What happened to Caution?  To top it off, the swerving across the line was something I always did while towing (when appropriate) and Alan never did—he preferred to always be in his lane.

But I will never forget that joyful feeling; I am tempted to leave the paint on Beagle.

 

-K